nothing funny today...

I woke up around 1030 this morning, had breakfast, and promptly got back in the bed. I stayed there until after it got dark....I watched a little TV and messed around on my iPhone and Nook, but stayed in the bed...

This has to be depression right. I mean I can't be so lazy as to just sit in my room and be content doing nothing. I'm not. It was a gorgeous day outside today. It was 69 F less then a week from February. And I couldn't bring myself to go outside...

I could of gone to the zoo today. I want to go sometime soon but I just can't bring myself to go.

This is what usually happens: I decide to do something...it takes forever to get ready and motivated to go...when I'm literally getting my keys and putting on my shoes, I get this overwhelming feeling of " What's the point? This won't make you happy. give up and go back to bed"


random sidenote: Rolling Stone, your 50 Funniest People Now list is horseshit...you got random people no one's heard of yet no Bill Burr...

if your magazine's plan is to not be relevant, then you are doing a wonderful job...


Also I've decided I want to move to LA sometime in my life to be close to good live stand-up comedy...

"high" points of my day:

(1) a middle school student mimicked farting into her hand and then threw the "mimicked" fart into my face....I wasn't completely mad...It was completely rude, but still sort of funny...

(2) a college-aged student asked my age, I told him. He then asked if I knew I had white hairs popping up. I said I was aware of the present situation with my hair. He then suggested that I dye it. He then followed up with that he thought I was "tired". I don't think he meant in a "it's been a long day" sort of way...

this was such a good idea...

I am a boring ass person not matter what country I'm in...

I've been here six months and all I've talked about is my hair and Xbox...there is more on my facebook page but it is an effort to put it on here...

I need to be a better person. On April 11, I went to Jeonju with my boss and her husband for the day. I was a grump most of the day. I wasn't an ass but I could of been much more appreciative for the trip. 

I need to clarify that my boss' husband is a cousin on my mom's side.  I work for family basically. She has been amazing. She has bought me numerous lunches. She has also provided lunch at school. She has invited me to her home on holidays. She has paid for several train trips. She furnished my apartment before I got here. I have an amazing situation. One which I am completely undeserving. 

Back to the trip...She invited me only a couple of days before the 11th. Jeonju is a 3 hr trip by train so to do to it in a day the trip began way early. I am a night owl / insomniac so this was hurdle #1. I had to go to the pharmacy Monday to get sleeping pills as I wouldn't of fallen asleep in time without them.

We had a 7am train so I was up at 540 am.  So I'm up on time. We meet at Suwon Station on time. Wednesday was also the last day of a 2 day rain. It was cloudy and a bit gloomy all day, hurdle #2 ....

Oldest church in Korea

The city was lovely. There were a ton of people out and about in the old town. I was just not into it.

I'm a hermit. I was never always this way. But it's either getting old crankiness, depression, or just lazy...I'm hoping for depression because that can be fixed at least. The other two are what they are...

having just one day free, getting up at 530 am, spending 6 hrs of the day on a train, in the big picture isn't that big of a deal, but I make it a bigger deal than it should be...I need to fix this soon...