It's been too long....

here's the deal

1. my mom died in March
2. I am jobless (i still technically work at Old Navy 1 day a month)
3. i live with my 94 yr old ill healthed aunt
4. her home has ants and spiders...and coyotes (outside, not inside)
5. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
6. im running out of money and hope...

other things:

1. I hate Donald Trump
2. i want to buy a gun...namely a pistol...the end is near...maybe...probably...maybe